The most difficult times in our lives are often the moments with the most potential. The intensity and momentum behind feelings and energy's are so prominent that they have the power to truly change someone's life for better or worse. When you are going through a rough patch, the worst thing you can do is use that energy as a relentless pain on your life. If you see that emotion taking the better half of you and tearing you down, then there is something that needs to change.
Motivation comes from energy. We all know what it feels like to be stuck in bed with no want or will to step foot outside the house. It's almost as if that reality doesn't even exist in our minds. However, once we find that energy, whether it derives from our guilt or conscious understanding of the word "lazy" we find a motivation.
The action to reaction law is not only scientific but philosophical. There is a motive behind each action. An energy by which it makes it's first movements. An action which is typically pushed by a forcefield, which in this case would be a human emotion. We can choose, that's the amazing thing about free will, to ensure that motive is positive, no matter how negative the emotion is. Anger is the most powerful emotion to create true change and success. I believe in it's ability to bring about love and sincerity from a mixture of turbulent fury and submission.
What I feel now is insubordination, it is anxiety, fear, fury, and relentless submission. But what have I decided is going to become of this? A passion for a positive reaction from such negative actions. The insubordination drives my passion for leadership and challenge, my anxiety a momentum for change. My fear, though still an obstacle, reminds me that strength and bravery are the only results of overcoming it. My fury drives me towards a future of happiness. My submission towards authority.
So why do we feel tested by negativity? When positivity is the only successful outcome? The negativity tears and pulls at our strength as if we will break. But the perseverance and relentless drive at which we face the negative energy, is what makes the positivity even more easily obtainable.
